There you are staring into 
                                   the darkness
                            all the pain and memories
                              attacking you all
                             at once and you think 
                               the darkness is your
                               friend

                           You pick up the razor blade
                          to end this torture
                           as soon as the tip hits your
                          wrist you STOP
                   
                           thats when you remember 
                           all your friends and family 
                           and the darkness doesnt 
                            look that appealing anymore 

                           because you dont want to cause
                      anyone else pain. but you know you
                             cant live with all the pain 
                             and memories anymore 
                                so what do you do

                           Thats when the Darkness
                                  WINS
                            and now there is no more pain 
                             left for you to feel
                  

         
 

                  
                                

why

why did my family have to go threw this
why do we not have money
we havent dun anything wtong,
we are the ones that everyone leaves
for no reason at all.
WHY WHYWHY
cant i have money for college
why cant i do more.
why do everyone walk out of my life
why cant we be the ones with a good life
i do not know but when will our luck change.
why do i have to be the one with all the stress
why do i put it on myself.
I HAVE NO CLUE
but im scared to ask someone else